What crossed my mind when I lie down and can not sleep and try so hard to, then get up, force me to do sth, practise, learn, increase, to value the time if I can't get to sleep anyway. In the end I sit there browsing the internet and finding nothing. Questions to be answered I can't even adequately phrase.  There is a long, winding way, in the middle of the night, with lights, flickering, some can't be trusted, but longing for a light I followed some, got burned, and blinded. But regenerated, I do, stumbling, proceed with walking forward. Destination is clear. Time of arrival: unknown. luckily, the fan's screaming last only for seconds ;) boy... was he adorable *_*